不耐煩

很燥,對存在不耐煩

那些乜鬼博士, 躝開啦, 無人想聽你啲長氣老土人生道理呀

懶有深度,有學問

Feeling

It's strange.

I try to figure it out all the time.  Self-assess, self-evaluate.  Ask questions.

I still don't know why I feel this way.

It makes me feel good when I saw him.  But why?  Actually, he got nothing that I will be interested.  Not handsome.  Guess not well educated.  Don't have 'important' or 'noble' job.  He's a hard labor worker.

This happens for quite a long time, maybe around five to six years?  It's stupid.  I don't want to have any interaction with him.  Don't want to talk to him.  No.  Why I feel good when I saw him?  It's hard to explain.

Jenny Lawson

I am reading Jenny Lawson's second book - Furious Happy.

The most fascinated to me is her husband Victor.  I hope he would write a book about their relationship.  To live with a mentally ill person is such a challenge.  Though Jenny Lawson is the one who have much fun.

And her daughter.  If there is a book can interview those two, I definitely would like to read.

Reading is such a JOY!

WTF!

今早經過報攤, 見一本運程書封面是那個自稱博士的李姓男子擺了一個嬌俏韓式型男甫士, 留意, 所指是他拍照時所擺姿勢, 那是個16歳之後再擺見到會清人腸胃的甫士

為甚麼現在會湧現這麼多自我感覺良好的核突物體? 就好像爆屎渠般全部湧晒出嚟!

嗱, 6乜乜嗰個不在話下, 那位個個月出緊大份糧兼有長俸的阿娥竟又話自己值得被欣賞

W T F !!!

大佬, 要頒個紙巾勳章俾你嗎? 你出緊糧架!  就算做得好都係應份, 更何況你之所謂好, 只是按上頭指令, 對社會有何貢獻呢到底?

唉, 一Pat二Pat

釋法後 感到很幸福

釋法後, 去逛書局.

看見滿滿的書, 本地的,台灣的,美加各地的, 竟然可以合法地在回歸後的香港買到不同種類的書, 突然感到好好好幸福.

要盡快看, 盡能力看, 在手握法權的人宣佈我們不可以看甚麼書, 或看哪本書會犯法,會令十幾億人不高興前盡量看.

想起自己在二戰日佔後出生, 又生於這個保留五千年文化真中文的小島, 這麼幸運, 幾乎就在書局內笑出聲來

存在.很累

光是存在,已經很累.

早上,要起床洗臉刷牙換衫出門返工,見到人,要打起精神說話回應微笑有禮得體,中午,要和一大堆不認識的人坐在小麵店中一起吞下亳不美味但頗便宜出貨快捷的食物,想快點吃完消滅討厭的飢餓感然後速速逃離.

女士們,為甚麼要在小麵店中逼人分享你的工作同事旅行安排男友或無男友的種種?我只想靜靜填飽肚子,你與人傾訴可否把聲量降低?

耳朵很累

都是別人的錯

有次同事不小心踏到我的鞋跟，我一提腿,鞋後帶竟斷裂，因鞋子主要靠這條帶成型，基本上是整雙報銷了。

同事的反應不是道歉講句不好意思，而是：
你對鞋喺邊度買架！

意思是，質量這麼差！

整件事，她沒說半句對不起，一點也沒有覺得不好意思，,所有問題一定是鞋子本身質量不佳。

即時反應我當然覺得很生氣，[太過份了，講句唔好意思都得啫，又無叫你賠。]我心想。

過後，我笑了，非常羨慕她，萬事如有問題，必是別人錯，而她是由心而發，半點虛怯不安也無。

絶對沒有任何心理負擔，多麼好。

因自己是完全相反，有事沒事，萬事出錯都必定先以為是自己錯，直至証據確鑿肯定不關己事才可鬆一口氣，非常窩囊。